Life....

Wow, every morning I go to work now I consciously have to tell myself to smile and look alive. It's not that I am not happy to be working at my job. It's just that I don't really feel like talking to people at 8:00am and smiling like a manican in the window as people come in the store. Some people just don't get if I have a straight face that doesn't mean I'm mad. My natural face just doesn't look all gitty and alive first thing in the morning. I know I'm not the only one with this "problem".
Christmas is coming way fast this year. Like it does every year that I wait till the last minute to buy gifts for people. I always enjoy family holiday gatherings...the joys of nieces and nephews and just enjoying having everyone around.
Hmmm...I'm thinking of going to Germany for a short trip in Febuary or so. Don't know yet. The flights are a great deal and I don't know if I can pass such a good deal up being single and young still, as they say. I just can't figure out if I would want to go by myself or see if I can find a friend that has the time to get away as well.
I've been really bad about my quiet time with the Lord lately. I find that it really just is a discipline to spend time with the Lord daily. I know I don't want it to become a task, but I think when you discipline yourself to spend that time even when your not in the mood He draws you in those times to spend more time and stir a hunger in you to get closer to Him. If that makes sense in that long sentenece.
Well, bed time I guess since I have appointments tommorow and lots of catching up to do on my day off.